Well its been a long time coming but I figure Ill make a post. I think Im going to be leaving MxO. Not sure if its for good or if its just temporary but I suppose time will tell.
Reasons Im leaving is a combo of both RL social stuff and what I feel is the decline of the games quality which I wont bother to get into detail about here. Both of which however collectively drained what little interest I had left in the game.
To those I offended sorry for being honest.
To those I betrayed I hope the fact that I believe my own BS until the oppurtunity presents itself to capitilize makes you feel better. If I didnt how could I have convinced you to trust me?
To the very few that stuck their neck out for me without an oppurtunistic aura I appreciate it. I decided to not name your names because well that would be counter productive now wouldn't it? 
Truth be told the main reason I came back was to do a MxO film something I am still confident I could pull off. It was the driving force to keep me playing for a year and a half a follow up to AOV and a closing chapter for my character. I had help from many of you in this regard and I wanted to say thank you. My only regret since playing this game since 2004 was not finding the motivation to finish it. Maybe it was a little bit of being afraid the movie wouldn't live up to my expectations maybe it was a more comercial side of myself thinking it wouldnt live up to all of yours but with that said I believe I have decided to finally retire the idea and probably my characters unless I see a real reason to play as a Cypherite again.
I suppose now would be the perfect time to do it close the chapter but the more I think about it the less interested I am now. When playing a game for 4 years you go through interest phases. Im wondering if this will just be a phase in which I plan to come back but I really doubt it. I have alot of things I plan to do including going back to college and honestly if even a few of these aspirations come into fruition this game will be the last thing on my mind.
I guess the one apology I will concede is to Rarebit who I actually had the pleasure to meet at fanfaire this year. Honestly dude I hope you find what your looking for with this game. The only reason I ever nagged you so hard was because I really saw alot of artistic potential for the storyline it reminded me alot of manga anime plots with a more interactive medium. Although Im really dissapointed at the loss of the Cypherite organizations frankly I feel like the Shimada cinematic not only showcased how much artistic talent you have as a person but really provided you an outlet to really bring these characters to life and do them justice.
Dare I say that as someone who really cared about the story maybe you drawing manga quality cinematics instead of leet RPing with Cyph veterans was the right move for the story or at least the conslusion of it. I suppose in that small regard Ill concede that much and wish you luck in really giving these characters the attention they deserve. You seemed like a nice guy in person and if I was on your case any harder than I should have been Im sorry. I just always had high expectations and hopes for this game like alot of people and sometimes blamed human beings instead of circumstance right or wrong.
Anyways to the rest of you best of luck to you as people in your respective paths in life.
Trucidos
I will never forget our meeting in Sai Kung together with Chimaere.
