Choices

So many Choices . so many  possiblities .
But to afraid to make the right decission .





the fog around me cleans up now i can see you my dear ...

as you are walking straight ahead to me ..
try to scream your name ..

try to speak but the words don´t come
choices ! choices ! choices !
hate myself, hate you, hate the world
The System force me to beeing away from you .
Oh my Love  pls help me to come back Home.


continue soon ...

Glad to see you realized coming to terms with your past is better than becoming numb to it. You still seem very confused after our lunch but.. somehow I think as long as you go forward like you are now it will lead you to a better place my friend. I wish you luck.

Feeling weird .. feeling confused .. but

I'm like a train
and I'm doin' whatever it takes
to come home and
I'm doin' whatever it takes
I can't stop
because because I got no brakes










i need 2 speak with someone about what i feel




this name ... tasvyder .... making my heart melt. And when i i have a heart how can i be machine ?


empty inside .... Emotions still touch me
Still I can't feel a thing
Like ghosts they melt into the fog
and leave me cold


exile ....... again ....... yes that is my only way







indeed ... Time to move !!!!!!

U made the wisest choice...u once tasted the path of pleasures, it s hard to turn one's back to it. So welcome back to the exile side.

Welcome home old friend. We were concerned for you and i'm happy you have found your path.

Just remember we are here if you need us.

(( There's been more and more RP posted on Vector NR lately. This is a good thing! Nice job))

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10min after this Conversation the Assassin starts his Misson to trace the Targets

2 hours later  in Uriah

I'm glad that I was able to help you to see, dear assassin.