A wondering

29 posts · 2008-03-18 09:20:22 to 2008-03-20 15:30:51

#36300426554 03/18/2008 09:20:22 A wondering

Now, I'm writing this in an attempt to talk to people sooner rather than later about this that and the other. The reason I want to talk about it is that I'd rather talk to people about it rather than someone a little bit further down the line going off on a rant.

To put that all into english, a few people recently requested that I return to the game to be part of a faction with them. I'm not going to say who, what faction or what org, until I get some answers on things, I'm simply putting that out there right now.

Firstly, this would not be as my character TheUnknownShadow. That character and all my others were deleted when I said I was leaving as my feeling was then that I really didn't want to come back. The joy of the game had gone out of it for me. I felt I'd personally got all I could out of the game, I had all the items, all the abilities and so on.

Secondly, my other characters. I've come under more handles than many people know me as. Some have guessed, some with more accuracy than others on that one, who was behind a few but it's suffice to say regardless of all that in this game I'm a hardcore roleplayer. I take a lot of enjoyment out of it and I also like to see others taking enjoyment from that roleplaying. I know that many players play different characters and that they show them as such on the forums in sigs and openly talk about it (I always remember the person known as MatrixRefugee on the boards as one that springs to mind... in a good way too) yet I've always felt the need for them to be seperate characters, so I never discussed them all in the same sentence. I probably never will. For reasons of not wanting to start drama for one but also because it didn't feel right to me to be discussing different characters all from the same place. It might not to you but to me, in my eyes anyway, it feels like I would have been breaking the whole mystique.

I could have done this one way which would have been to get a new account and scrap this one entirely and I've also discussed with Virrago about how forum name changes work. However, I'm going to say this for now:

The character TheUnknownShadow and everything associated with that character is no-more, however the person behind the character is being persuaded to join up again.

So how do we go about it? Shall we have a big shouting match on here? Shall we actually talk about things in a normal manner or shall this be entirely ignored?

Honestly, I don't mind anymore. I know there's some people who can't resist starting drama, however I'm really hoping to avoid that. Like I said, I'm going to be here for those few people only. I'll be playing a new character and keeping myself to myself for the most part. However if I post on these boards, is there going to be drama every single time I post (potentially this post too ~ apologies to Virrago/Rarebit/MOD's in advance if editing ensues) or can we talk things through?

Anyway, I'll leave this here. As Morpheus said, "...Either way. I leave it up to you."

#36300426564 03/18/2008 09:32:41 Re:A wondering
Umm.....Welcome back?  This experience is what you make it.  I hope you enjoy your stay.  SMILEY
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#36300426573 03/18/2008 09:49:32 Re:A wondering
Cool, welcome back SMILEY
#36300426576 03/18/2008 09:50:52 Re:A wondering
Satta wrote:
Umm.....Welcome back?  This experience is what you make it.  I hope you enjoy your stay.  SMILEY" width="15" height="15" />

hehe technically I don't think I've been away from the game as such for it to require a welcome back but thanks SMILEY You're totally right about the experience being what you make it, just seems that when I made my original idea of my experience on here it grinded some people up the wrong way, which is why I wanted to be sensible and talk about it SMILEY
#36300426584 03/18/2008 10:04:22 Re:A wondering
Welcome back!! You better send me a /tell on who you are, or else I'll be mad!!! FURIOUS!! you hear me?!?!!? <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
#36300426587 03/18/2008 10:08:04 Re:A wondering
ChloeAnn wrote:
Welcome back!! You better send me a /tell on who you are, or else I'll be mad!!! FURIOUS!! you hear me?!?!!? <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Hun you'd hate me though, I'm not a cyph SMILEY
#36300426595 03/18/2008 10:18:33 Re:A wondering
TheUnknownShadow wrote:
ChloeAnn wrote:
Welcome back!! You better send me a /tell on who you are, or else I'll be mad!!! FURIOUS!! you hear me?!?!!? <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Hun you'd hate me though, I'm not a cyph SMILEY
I dun care =P Doesnt matter the org SMILEY
#36300426640 03/18/2008 11:57:12 Re:A wondering
TheUnknownShadow wrote:
ChloeAnn wrote:
Welcome back!! You better send me a /tell on who you are, or else I'll be mad!!! FURIOUS!! you hear me?!?!!? <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Hun you'd hate me though, I'm not a cyph SMILEY

/punt
#36300426649 03/18/2008 12:09:19 Re:A wondering
*tries to decide if he cares.....*
#36300426674 03/18/2008 12:50:58 A wondering
TheUnknownShadow wrote:

Now, I'm writing this in an attempt to talk to people sooner rather than later about this that and the other. The reason I want to talk about it is that I'd rather talk to people about it rather than someone a little bit further down the line going off on a rant.

To put that all into english, a few people recently requested that I return to the game to be part of a faction with them. I'm not going to say who, what faction or what org, until I get some answers on things, I'm simply putting that out there right now.

Firstly, this would not be as my character TheUnknownShadow. That character and all my others were deleted when I said I was leaving as my feeling was then that I really didn't want to come back. The joy of the game had gone out of it for me. I felt I'd personally got all I could out of the game, I had all the items, all the abilities and so on.

Secondly, my other characters. I've come under more handles than many people know me as. Some have guessed, some with more accuracy than others on that one, who was behind a few but it's suffice to say regardless of all that in this game I'm a hardcore roleplayer. I take a lot of enjoyment out of it and I also like to see others taking enjoyment from that roleplaying. I know that many players play different characters and that they show them as such on the forums in sigs and openly talk about it (I always remember the person known as MatrixRefugee on the boards as one that springs to mind... in a good way too) yet I've always felt the need for them to be seperate characters, so I never discussed them all in the same sentence. I probably never will. For reasons of not wanting to start drama for one but also because it didn't feel right to me to be discussing different characters all from the same place. It might not to you but to me, in my eyes anyway, it feels like I would have been breaking the whole mystique.

I could have done this one way which would have been to get a new account and scrap this one entirely and I've also discussed with Virrago about how forum name changes work. However, I'm going to say this for now:

The character TheUnknownShadow and everything associated with that character is no-more, however the person behind the character is being persuaded to join up again.

So how do we go about it? Shall we have a big shouting match on here? Shall we actually talk about things in a normal manner or shall this be entirely ignored?

Honestly, I don't mind anymore. I know there's some people who can't resist starting drama, however I'm really hoping to avoid that. Like I said, I'm going to be here for those few people only. I'll be playing a new character and keeping myself to myself for the most part. However if I post on these boards, is there going to be drama every single time I post (potentially this post too ~ apologies to Virrago/Rarebit/MOD's in advance if editing ensues) or can we talk things through?

Anyway, I'll leave this here. As Morpheus said, "...Either way. I leave it up to you."


Forgive me if I've misunderstood somewhere, but are you essentially saying something along the lines of "I'm coming back to the game, but not as me, so let's pretend the me you've known before now does not exist and squash any problems you may or may not have had with the old me?"

Because if that's what you're trying to say... sometimes it's better leaving it unsaid.  And if that's not what you were trying to say, then I'm sure somewhere in this big bad world, someone's head exploded from trying to read that and understand it.
#36300426675 03/18/2008 12:51:45 Re:A wondering
No Puck, you don't.

Why the post, didn't you get what you wanted from this community a couple months ago when you ditched out?
#36300427068 03/19/2008 00:30:48 Re:A wondering
NightTrace wrote:
No Puck, you don't.

Why the post, didn't you get what you wanted from this community a couple months ago when you ditched out?

To satisfy wonderings here NightTrace, what exactly do you think I "got" from this community? I'm simply a player, nothing more nothing less.


MrPuck wrote:

*tries to decide if he cares.....*

I never asked you to Puck SMILEY


Phrack wrote:

Forgive me if I've misunderstood somewhere, but are you essentially saying something along the lines of "I'm coming back to the game, but not as me, so let's pretend the me you've known before now does not exist and squash any problems you may or may not have had with the old me?"

Because if that's what you're trying to say... sometimes it's better leaving it unsaid.  And if that's not what you were trying to say, then I'm sure somewhere in this big bad world, someone's head exploded from trying to read that and understand it.

lol you do have a way with worlds I'll give you that. To clarify on this really, yes I'm coming back but I didn't expect people to forget some of the things I've done, nor do I expect them to be casually washed away, which is why I posted in the first place. I know some people, as is already evident, have bad feelings towards me and that's fine, really it is.

True, I could have said nothing, yet I could have placed money on someone throwing something at me the first time I posted somewhere else.

#36300427154 03/19/2008 05:51:41 A wondering
So, then you are saying that no matter what you post, some people are going to hate on you for things you did in the past, yet you are the only person bringing this stuff up? You think too much of yourself if you think that people are going to stalk your posts and BESIDES... your old rsi is gone, let it be gone or make the same one and re level....

*head explodes*
#36300427235 03/19/2008 09:59:43 Re:A wondering
Gqubed with the sooth.

And to satisfy your questions "Shadow", I posted my thoughts in a rather complete manner before, I think it was when you posted a couple paragraphs about leaving and how much you <3'd everyone but were leaving anyway, and blah blah blah.

Fact is you came out of nowhere, made some half decent posts regarding the station launcher, got "e-famous" with a couple people not related to MxO, and then left.

Now you're back.

Big deal?

GQubed said everything that needs to be said, now that I've finalized any questions you had... kk /shrug
#36300427240 03/19/2008 10:12:32 Re:A wondering
yeah I have no idea who you are.

Hi.
#36300427250 03/19/2008 10:51:52 Re:A wondering
ThePigeonKing wrote:
yeah I have no idea who you are.

Hi.


An unknown shadow, indeed.

Welcome back, I guess.

#36300427258 03/19/2008 11:02:44 Re:A wondering
So since you brought attention to yourself, who are you?
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#36300427281 03/19/2008 11:42:38 Re:A wondering

Seriously, it there are so few people who cares about your return...why do you make a thread on the General Forums? I don't get it.

/shrug

#36300427291 03/19/2008 11:55:27 Re:A wondering
Self-important bs Ryu, why else? SMILEY
#36300427418 03/19/2008 14:52:32 Re:A wondering
TheUnknownShadow wrote:
MrPuck wrote:
*tries to decide if he cares.....*

I never asked you to Puck SMILEY



I beg to differ, as you made a public post on a public forum of which I am a member and did so in the section I visit (as it contains info regarding my server) you very much did ask me.

And as I see this now as a general attempt to draw attention to yourself, good or bad, I have decided that, no, I don't care. (and from the looks of this thread, very few people do either.)

Therefore, by the power invested in me by photoshop, I declare this thread nothing but emo Spam:




#36300427687 03/19/2008 22:27:13 Re:A wondering
MrPuck wrote:
TheUnknownShadow wrote:
MrPuck wrote:
*tries to decide if he cares.....*

I never asked you to Puck SMILEY



I beg to differ, as you made a public post on a public forum of which I am a member and did so in the section I visit (as it contains info regarding my server) you very much did ask me.

And as I see this now as a general attempt to draw attention to yourself, good or bad, I have decided that, no, I don't care. (and from the looks of this thread, very few people do either.)

Therefore, by the power invested in me by photoshop, I declare this thread nothing but emo Spam:




ROFL!  Ahh that's good, I like the "It Cuts itself" sticker.  SMILEY
#36300427779 03/20/2008 04:05:17 Re:A wondering
TUS, i think its just for your good to just ignore these haterz. Do what you like about this game and enjoy it. Drama is Drama there's always gonna be drama nonetheless and its just a matter of time before another one bursts out.

#36300427795 03/20/2008 04:46:52 Re:A wondering

WTB: 20 Scanline recievers

k 10x

#36300427944 03/20/2008 10:01:45 Re:A wondering
mantra777 wrote:
TUS, i think its just for your good to just ignore these haterz. Do what you like about this game and enjoy it. Drama is Drama there's always gonna be drama nonetheless and its just a matter of time before another one bursts out.


How can we hate when we don't even know who this is?  What I see is a person who left because of drama or whatever.  Then they decide to come back and start all over.  She deletes all of her characters and wants to create a new one in the hope of having a fresh start.  Then she completely negates all of that by creating a thread on the public boards announcing that she is back with a new secret character.  Naturally people will ask who this person is and why this thread was even created in the first place.

The most effective way for this person to achieve her goal was to just play the game with her secret alt, interact with the people she likes and avoid the people she does not and everything is fine.  If that was her goal, but by creating this thread it seems to me that the goal is attention.  Just my opinion nothing personal.

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#36300427955 03/20/2008 10:12:13 Re:A wondering
Satta wrote:
mantra777 wrote:
TUS, i think its just for your good to just ignore these haterz. Do what you like about this game and enjoy it. Drama is Drama there's always gonna be drama nonetheless and its just a matter of time before another one bursts out.


How can we hate when we don't even know who this is?  What I see is a person who left because of drama or whatever.  Then they decide to come back and start all over.  She deletes all of her characters and wants to create a new one in the hope of having a fresh start.  Then she completely negates all of that by creating a thread on the public boards announcing that she is back with a new secret character.  Naturally people will ask who this person is and why this thread was even created in the first place.

The most effective way for this person to achieve her goal was to just play the game with her secret alt, interact with the people she likes and avoid the people she does not and everything is fine.  If that was her goal, but by creating this thread it seems to me that the goal is attention.  Just my opinion nothing personal.

I really dont think he was pointing at you Satta, in anycase, Welcome back Shadow. I knew you from the forums, but not in game.

#36300427999 03/20/2008 10:54:52 Re:A wondering
imax wrote:
Satta wrote:
mantra777 wrote:
TUS, i think its just for your good to just ignore these haterz. Do what you like about this game and enjoy it. Drama is Drama there's always gonna be drama nonetheless and its just a matter of time before another one bursts out.


How can we hate when we don't even know who this is?  What I see is a person who left because of drama or whatever.  Then they decide to come back and start all over.  She deletes all of her characters and wants to create a new one in the hope of having a fresh start.  Then she completely negates all of that by creating a thread on the public boards announcing that she is back with a new secret character.  Naturally people will ask who this person is and why this thread was even created in the first place.

The most effective way for this person to achieve her goal was to just play the game with her secret alt, interact with the people she likes and avoid the people she does not and everything is fine.  If that was her goal, but by creating this thread it seems to me that the goal is attention.  Just my opinion nothing personal.

I really dont think he was pointing at you Satta, in anycase, Welcome back Shadow. I knew you from the forums, but not in game.

To back up Imax, I would assume he meant posts like mine, but even I can't be considered a hater, seeing as this person left on their own and I had nothing to say regarding them until that "K I'm leaving" bit, which showed their true goals overall. That this thread was made though, fits exactly within the bounds of what Satta said, and is in fact nothing but an attention thread.

You got your attention was it everything you dreamed of? SMILEY
#36300428044 03/20/2008 12:02:52 Re:A wondering
WTB Moar Scanline Receivers.

#36300428113 03/20/2008 13:37:44 Re:A wondering

I think it's funny that you're back, i hope your char get's wicked attention for the LEC's and like tons of prizes and awesome goodness, that way you can serve as even more of an example of failed leadership behind the execution of things here.

~Darminian

#36300428161 03/20/2008 15:30:51 Re:A wondering
Welcome back...

Everyone stop the hating please...

Just say no to DRAMA...


Locking this thread now.