Ashes to Ashes...Dust to Data...

1 posts · 2007-04-21 14:24:00 to 2007-04-21 14:24:00

#36300220224 04/21/2007 14:24 Ashes to Ashes...Dust to Data...
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So it has finally come to this, how I've had to run, how I've had to hide infuriates me to no end but  if I want to continue fighting for it, then I had to.  I had no other choice but to sell my soul to the devil himself, at least the devil pays well.  The procedure nearly killed me, in fact I'm quite amazed that I'm still alive, there apparently was some strength left in this body of mine after all.  I've been assured that the location is secure, and that now I have a connection that bridges between the two, allowing me access to both; I am uncertain as to whether or not I trust or believe this...but I've little choice in the matter anyways.  I have noted upon jacking in that I am considerably weaker, this was an expected turn of events however annoying it may be, but it leaves me vulnerable none the less so I must lay low until I've had enough time to recover my full strength. 

During this period, hopefully things will blow over a bit, and they'll stop looking for me with such dedication.  Still, I cannot stay in the shadows forever, there will come a time when I must act, but I can play it nice with the Devil for now, a little more blood on my hands means next to nothing to me afterall.  The things I've done to come this far...well, I'll just say there isn't much chance of redemption for me anytime soon.  I leave this message more for myself than anyone else, as I doubt anyone will take note and this will be lost in the see of public entries that come everyday over the mainframe.  That is fine by me, I'd rather make as little of a splash as I can, but still...I feel the need to say something, anything just to help myself rationalize this decision.  I suppose now you could say that I've been reborn, given a second chance in a loosely metaphoric sense of that phrase.  I now have the opportunity to move unhindered by the prying eyes of that iminant doom.  I'll take that opportunity and run with it, but in memory of the things that I have given up, and the things that have been taken from me I adopt my new visage.  My new persona, in honor of my old, has a special name and we'll just wait and see who notices, wait and see....that should be my new motto.  My time is up, there are matters that require my attention elsewhere, but just as before, I'll be watching.

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