(Chapter 3 concluded)
Looking back, he saw Morpheus standing before him, but what caught his attention as if it were violently pulled from him and refocused was Seraph. His body, unlike Morpheus and Irvine's, was made up of sprawling gold code, that shined brightly in contrast to the green world around him. Now, Janus was sure that Seraph was not human, but whatever he was, it was not of this world. He felt Seraph set his gaze upon him, and in a blink, his vision returned back to normal.
"Come now. She is waiting," he said in a thick Asian accent. He made a hand motion as if telling the group to follow him, and they did. Irvine looked around as they walked, and happened to notice a sniper posted up in the higher levels of the complex. He laughed to himself over it, amused by how serious the new security measures were. Once inside the complex, they moved into an elevator. Irvine and Janus stood in the back while Morpheus and Seraph stood in front. Janus glanced over at Irvine, who returned his look.
"Nervous?" Irvine asked.
"No. I just don't know what to expect," Janus said. Irvine nodded in agreement.
"Nobody ever knows what to expect," Irvine reassured him. "You get used to it."
"You may not understand what it is she says at first," Morpheus told him. "But sooner or later you'll understand, because she'll only tell you what you need to hear."
"What I need to hear? Who decides what I need to hear?" Janus asked.
"You do," Morpheus answered. Before another word could be said, there was a *ding*, and the doors parted to reveal a while corridor with cement walls and lineoleum tile flooring. Seraph stepped out of the elevator and the other's followed in a two-by-two formation since the hallway was narrow.
Janus noticed that graffiti had been done in various places on the walls, saying things like, "PEACE," "GUTS," and "HE RETURNZ." Janus shook his head slightly as though he didn't get it. Why would this Oracle, someone said to be so sacred and revered, live in the Slums district, much less a place like this? He remembered how Irvine said appearances were deceiving, and nodded in agreement. Now he was beginning to realize how pervasive that notion was.
When they reached the door to The Oracle's apartment, Seraph opened the door and let the other three inside. Once they were all inside, Seraph closed the door and motioned for them to take seats in the living room. Morpheus took a seat in a recliner while Irvine sat down on the couch. Janus did a quick scan of the living room to find a seat for himself, and decided to sit on the opposite end of the couch from Irvine.
As he sat down, he registered how comfortable the couch felt, and simply shook his head with a huff of air through his nose as though he were laughing at the fact that it wasn't real. Seraph had walked off into another area of the house, and as he exited the room, a young girl who looked to be 11 or 12 years old and wearing a yellow and white sun-dress entered the living room.
"Hello," she said politely with a smile to the guests. She recognized Morpheus immediately, and went over to hug him as he sat. "How are you, Morpheus?" she asked
"Hello Sati," he said with a smile. "I'm doing just fine."
"Good! Who are your friends?"
Morpheus pointed over to Irvine first. "This is Irvine. He's another Captain like myself."
"He's from Zion too?" Sati asked, and Morpheus nodded. Janus was impressed -- how did this little girl even have a clue? He said nothing and merely watched as Sati walked over and stood in front of where he sat.
"And who are you?" she asked him.
"My name's Janus," he said.
"Nice to meet you. Are you here to see The Oracle?" she asked.
Slowly, Janus nodded his head. "Then you must be special," Sati said. "Come look what I can do," she said, beckoning Janus to follow. He glanced over at Irvine, and then at Morpheus, and he nodded in Sati's direction as if to tell Janus to go with her. He shrugged a bit and got off of the couch, and she took his hand and led him over to the back door where the fire escape was located. The sun shined directly into the living room, cascading it with warm light.
"Watch this," Sati said. Janus watched as she put her hands up before her face as though she were praying, but seperated them and bent her fingers as though to make a set of parenthesis with her hands. She lined them up in front of the sun so that it appeared to be between her hands. Janus glanced up into the sky at the sun, his eyes protected from his glasses, and all he saw was the sun in the middle of a pale noon sky. He looked back over to Sati, and arched a brow. What was she trying to show him?
"Look now," she said to him. He looked back at the sun and had a double take. Now, the sky was filled with a beautiful mix of colors, with clouds colored in different hues of blue, purple, pink, gold, and orange, and the golden sun shined bright amongst them. Janus felt jaw drop slightly as he was mesmerized by the sight, and he looked back at Sati to see her looking back at him expectantly, waiting for his response.
"That's amazing," he said. "How did you do that?"
"Haha, it's easy!" she exclaimed. "You try."
Upon Sati issuing this challenge, Janus arched a brow, and Irvine immediately turned his head toward Morpheus, in time to see him lean forward in his chair and rest his elbows on his knees, having taken a great interest at this point.
Janus considered it. "You want me to change the color of the sky?" he asked Sati.
"Haha, silly," she laughed. "You can't change a sky that isn't there. What you have to do is look inside and change yourself. Then you can make all the colors you want."
"Hmm." He kneeled down so that he was closer to Sati's height and positioned himself so that he had a clear line of sight with the sun, and held his hands up the same way Sati had earlier. He glanced over at her one more time.
"Change yourself," he said. With a smile, she shook her head as though to say yes. He looked back into the sky, closed his eyes, and started to concentrate. He envisioned himself in his code vision, his RSI constructed of white code, a blank canvas to be colored upon. With a clear vision of this in his mind, he focused, and began to picture various colors in his mind. Irvine leaned forward on the couch in order to get a better view of the sky outside, and Morpheus rested his face upon his hands as he watched closely.
Soon, Janus was able to see various blends and mixes of the colors he saw in his mind, almost as though his eyes were opened and he was still looking at Sati's sky. Suddently, someone touched him, placing a hand on his shoulder. His concentration broken, he opened his eyes to look and saw that it was Seraph looking down at him. A smile slowly developed on Morpheus' face.
"The Oracle will see you now," he said. Janus nodded, and turned to look back at the sky. He noticed that the formation of colors had not changed a great deal, but there were slight changes and noticable differences from the way they had looked just a few moments ago. He looked back over at Sati, who was still smiling, and now looked a little proud.
"Come along, Sati," Seraph said, and held his hand out for her to take it. She glanced up at Seraph, nodded, and took one last look at Janus.
"Good job," she whispered. She then took Seraph's hand and he led her towards the door. As Janus stood and turned around, he saw an old black woman enter the room from the kitchen area. She wore a green dress with orange design patterns all over it. Her silver and black hair was up in a bun, and she wore jade-colored ying-yang earings. He noticed that she looked happy to see everyone, as though old friends were visiting.
"Hi Oracle," Sati said as she passed by.
"Well hello there, Sati. What've you been up to?"
"I was showing Janus how to play with the sky. He did good!"
The Oracle's face lit up with a smile, and she looked right over at Janus for a moment, as if she knew already knew who he was. "I'm sure he did," she said before turning back to Sati. "Why don't you go run along with Seraph and play? I've got some grown-up stuff to talk about with Morpheus and his friends. When I'm done, we'll make a batch of cookies, alright?"
Sati smiled brightly. "Okay! Come on Seraph, let's go play," she said. Seraph nodded his head, and Sati led him down the hallway to her room.
"Now then," The Oracle said as she moved into the living room area. "Why don't you have a seat, Janus? You might as well get comfortable, I'm sure you have a lot to tell." She motioned for him to come follow her into the kitchen area. Morpheus stood and motioned for Irvine to follow.
"Oracle, if you don't mind, Irvine and I are going to step out for some fresh air. I would feel rude sitting here during this meeting," Morpheus said.
The Oracle simply shrugged. "It doesn't make a difference either way, but the choice is yours."
With that, Morpheus nodded to her as if to bow, and Irvine waved. "See you soon," he said as he followed Morpheus out.
"I'm sure you will," The Oracle said. As the door shut, she turned her attention back to Janus and led him into the kitchen, where they both sat down at the table.
"So, Janus. That's an interesting name. Appropriate too..."
Janus arched a brow. What did she mean by that?
"You had an interesting run in recently, hmm?" she asked. Janus merely nodded his head, and she laughed. "Don't be so nervous, I don't bite," she joked with him.
"Why don't you tell me what happened?" She asked. Janus cocked his head slightly.
"You want to hear everything that happened that day?" he asked.
"No," she said as she lit up a cigarette. She took a drag, and blew out the smoke as she looked back at him. "When he killed you," she told him.
He nodded his head. "After I was shot, I could feel myself in some sort of limbo," he said, trying to recollect what happened. "Then there was a bright light. It was warm, and I was drawn to it. Suddenly I seemed to be rocketing away from the planet on this stream of life. I saw the earth fly away. The solar system, in all its splendor, whizzed by and disappeared. At faster than light speed, I flew through the center of this light, absorbing more knowledge as I went. I learned that this place, and all of the universe, is bursting with many different varieties of life. I saw many worlds."
She nodded her head as she listened, flicking her cigarette tip into an ash try. "Mhmm. Sounds like you got yourself an express ticket straight to the Source," she said.
"The Source?"
"A little self explanatory, don't you think? But you don't need to know about any of that for now. Go on with your story," she told him.
He nodded, and continued. "As I passed into the light, the awareness came to me that I had just transcended the truth. Those are the best words I have for it, but I will try to explain. I found myself in a profound stillness, beyond all silence. I was in the void. I was in pre-creation, before there was life. I had crossed over the beginning of time - the first word - the first vibration. I was in the eye of creation. I was at one with absolute life and consciousness. I could see or perceive forever, beyond infinity. I could experience all of creation generating itself. It was without beginning and without end."
The Oracle nodded, taking another drag of her cigarette. "That's a mind-expanding thought, isn't it?"
He nodded in agreement, and could see she was very interested in what he had to see, and so he continued.
"At first I saw a tremendous explosion, that I perceived as the single event which created the universe. But then I saw that it was only one of an infinite number of explosions creating universes endlessly and simultaneously. Endless fractals of golden light, everywhere."
Based on how The Oracle suddenly shook her head in agreement, Janus figured he must have hit some sort of nail on the head. She put her cigarette out in the ash tray and looked back to Janus.
"You know something," she said. "Your people have known about this for years. The ancients knew of this. They said that a Creator, or Godhead if you will, periodically created new universes by breathing out, and de-creating other universes by breathing in. These epochs were called yugas. Modern science called this the Big Bang. It sounds like you were in absolute, pure consciousness, and could see or perceive all the Big Bangs or yugas creating and de-creating themselves. What was that like?"
Janus blinked for a moment, trying to remember. He did note however, that it sounded like she already knew the answer to her question, and was only asking to see if his answer would be the same. "Instantly I entered into them all simultaneously. I saw that each and every little piece of creation has the power to create. It is very difficult to try to explain this. I'm surprised I was able to tell you this much, I still feel speechless about this."
"Well, you're doing good so far," she said. "Keep at it," she beckoned him.
"I was in this void, and I was aware of everything that had ever been created. It was like I was looking through the eyes of the all-powerful. I had become a God. Suddenly I wasn't me anymore. And I knew why every atom was, and I could see everything. The interesting point was that when I returned from the void, I came back with this understanding."
"Keep going," The Oracle said with a smile.
"Then I suddenly came back through the light, hearing several more velvet booms. I rode the stream of consciousness back through all of creation, and what a ride it was! The superclusters of fractals came through me with even more insights. I passed through the center of a fractal, which was like a black hole, which functioned like great processors or recyclers of the universe. On the other side of this was another fractal, which had been reprocessed from another universe-like fractal before it. I could see all the energy that the humans plugged into the Matrix generate, and it is an incredible light show. All together, it generates a unique matrix of light, sound and vibratory energies. "
The Oracle crossed her arms over her chest, and she made a face of concern that formed wrinkles in her forehead. Janus could see that her interest had increased in what he was saying, and so he continued.
"I passed through what I could only think of as a Construct of heaven of some sort. It was beautiful, everything was like a paradise. Like it was perfect. I heard a voice speak out, and it said that this, what I saw before me, was both the beginning and the end. Then, in an instant, I was returned to the Matrix. It seemed like it had all happened in the matter of a few seconds, but it felt like forever. After that I woke up, and--"
The Oracle cut him off. "It's alright dear, I know the rest of the story. It sounds like you had quite a trip. How do you feel?"
Janus thought about it. How did he feel? It was question he had neglected to ask himself, so now was a good time to find out. "How do I feel... I feel like..."
"Like you've seen it all, right? Like you know everything there is to know, but at the same time, you know you don't. Confusing, isn't it?"
He nodded his head. How did she know? He guessed this was why she was called The Oracle. "Yeah," he said to her. "Really confusing."
"I'm sure, but it won't seem that confusing when it comes to the choice you'll have to make."
Janus narrowed his eyes, his eyebrows wrinkling in confusion. "What choice?"
"You already know what it is. You just need to understand it," The Oracle said. She pointed up to something up above and behind him. When he turned around to look, he saw a sign that read "Temet Nosce." After reading it, he turned back to her.
"What is it?"
"It's in Latin. It means 'Know Thyself.'"
"I don't understand," he said.
"I know," she told him with a smile. "Let me put it to you this way. It is sometimes a mistake to climb; it is always a mistake never even to make the attempt. If you do not climb, you will not fall. This is true. But is it that bad to fail, or that hard to fall? Sometimes you wake up. Sometimes the fall kills you. And sometimes when you fall... you fly. My point is, only you can know what's going to happen. And when the time to choose comes only you can decide, whether or not you'll be the one others need... because deep down, you'll know."
Janus sat there and took in her cryptic explanation and committed it to memory. He didn't understand what it meant, but he was sure he'd get it sooner or later, just as Morpheus had told him earlier. "Was there anything else you wanted me to tell you?"
"No, that's quite enough for now," she said with a smile. Seraph entered the room. "It's time for you to get going, things have only just begun to get interesting today. Seraph here will escort you out."
Janus stood up, and The Oracle took one last look at him before he would leave. She looked as if she was studying him.
"What's the matter?" he asked.
"Nothing at all," she answered. "You're somethin special, kiddo. I'll be seeing you again. Until then, stay healthy."
Janus smiled. "The best advice The Oracle has, huh?"
They both laughed. "Take care, Janus," she said.
"So long."
Seraph led him out into the hallway, where Morpheus and Irvine were waiting for him.
"Thank you," Morpheus said to Seraph. With a silent nod, he bid them farwell, and went back inside the apartment. When the other three heard the door locks click into to place, they knew the meeting was over and that they were free to leave.
"How'd it go?" Irvine asked.
"...Weird," Janus said. He looked to Morpheus. "Is it always like that?"
"Not all the time. The important thing to remember is that she told you exactly what you needed to hear. Nothing more, nothing less. You don't have to tell me what she spoke of, because I already know. You just needed to hear it for yourself. No one will ever ask you because it is a gift from her. It is for you and you alone."
Janus simply nodded his head is response. Despite his demigod experience, he learned something new all the time. Irvine nodded his head over to the elevator.
"Come on, we did what we had to do. Let's go before we're traced," he told the other two.
With that, the trio headed for the elevator and made their way to the building's exit.
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