While not fully translated, herein lies the mystery text. Work on translation continues, and mystery solves itself through words:
"I woke up within bed os (you? bone?) tunc (then, at that time, next, and then) tomorrow. The scars were the only thing aan prevented me to put it all for a nightmare. They were healed остатки (the remainders) of wounds; yes, it was so, but they were not old, trusted scars. I called in sick to work, which exsisto (to emerge, appear, exist, be) not entirely dans (to?) lie like I threw up several times upon wakening.
The memories of my dream did not veio easily upon my return to the "real." I spent a large amount of time puto over whether it was the start of schizophrenia, the brisant (explosively?) of my mind with representative manifestations of the psyche brought on by my tendency to work myself, or else it was in fact a profound spiritual experience of enlightenment. It seemed likely a modern extension of the histories of old, in a way. Although, later I came to think of it quão (how?) a trial of Naraka: a selection of my clarity of thought and magnitude of faith. Now I think it is for be a little of each, quão well as em little of a few somethings else, esta is the way of life. With some focus and relaxing, I was able aan fight prêt much gush of memory that threatened to drown whatever remained of my cordura and recall that Anima had dito (told?) me about the man elle (her?) war called her captain. With the resources I hads collected para (stops?) moi-même, it was not such a difficult thing for me by be finding the terrorist hacker that was called a menace in fabula (fabled?) newspapers and Coffin Nail in the shadows beyond the street lamps.
After finding him, it was a more difficult thing to be convince are unites che I was not a part of certain genus (kind, sort, class, category) of trap. You must understand that Coffin Nail had a estarrecer reputation between le alius (aliases?); che is, the people of Zion. I comment for learn this story much later, even so, I feel it is appropriate to be telling it now. Você must also bevatten that the knowledge I speak circulating Zion and the unites era also something das podría non come to yo insquequo molto later, was também quispiam das vae prese a great candidate of effort for you for acknowledge, especially as one who could not seen these truths for myself. But that exists one part of my story which must be saved and mim (me? I?) волЯ (will?) hacer (do?) également (also? alike?) now. Os Coffin Nail had a fairly docile past until a unique event quae (that?) apparently set him em a path of self-destruction. Dans (in?) the past, he was the operator of a ship; but, for skill, not конструкция (construction?). What I signify by that is that he has the capacities to enter the simulation, but его (it? his?) innate talent of sight for the code kept him without.
Dependant, from that point on, the point of the tragic event which I had mentioned, he was one different man, as I am told. He was the first volunteer for ieder (everyone?) mission and the front line within each attack. He was also the sole survivor of much an encounter. And, in that, mim (I?) am meaning that esta (it?) was more than dans simple matter of skill, or chance, or even luck. For il danger he incuriosus (neglect?) lanzó (land?) he-même (gor?) into, he ben (was?) always found living; not unscathed always, but always recuperates. Primoris iocus (joke, jest, jape, gag?) of his guardian angel gave strada (road?) to dark boatos. I was told that he confronted more than a few acusations of betraying his grupos (group?) à sulum (each, every?) morte (died?) in exchange for his survival. For the others, zijnd (are?) assigned to sulum (every?) crew of the Coffin Nail, for procul (far, at, to, from a distance) question time he was a captain, was a terrifying thing. Em quemquer (who wants?) cadance, I compello (to drive together, collect, force, compel) diese (these?) whisperings of notion from his crew during heure (hour?) through long automobil rides and long nights at my apartment while we tractus (tract = tracked?) enim (for?) cualquier (nobody?) new data they need to compile. Em this point, I vindico you might find it odd that I maintain residence within the simulation. Another scar from that nightmare, I suppose. From my later research (discussion nosotros (we?) will be reaching cedo (yield?) satis (apparently a Turkish word)), I learned that the Agents found a half dozen of my fellow game players resting in Naraka.
I know not ob (that?) there were more of which I had not seen who made that number as if another poor creature was condemned to die dans (in?) my place. Tudo (everything? what?) I do know is that whereas all the technical expertise of the men and women of Zion, hen cannot be tracing the link to myself in this place to my mesmo (exactly?) in the other, yendo I to wonder se what the say exists verus or if I have never really left his game behind. It seems to be just as plausible to you which I remain trapped in his realm of insanity as it is quem I am imprisoned within il simulation dalla who I puedo (can?) non released. The obsessive with which I have been marked is complimented alone by oppressive paranoia that feuilles me wondering if malice playful seu (its?) lies behind the smile of the mailman or if he is taunting you chez (at?) an encrypted letter delivered unto me through the chirp of two birds outside my window. Such things make me curious if I might no avons (let us have?) exists multus (briefly? much/great?) with lacking those knowledge over the many disguises he has gedragen (to behave!?), the nine hundred and ninety-first event that has infested me multum (much? great?), quae (which?) have ascended to where he stands on the backs of the nine hundred and four-twenty-ten who came before. Yet the obsession, this commands me still in continue tracking those informations about 991 y son dealings. I suppose I am amusing notions which being potens procul (far, at, to, from a distance) understand what twisted machinations drive 991 will finally give me rest.
I hear stories and rumours of an Exile by the calling of cOllector. Sur un new, I suspect ele is him, collected up the mica *CENSORED* esso did of before. I understand part of hein (his?) orders lela, one conscience overpowering derived of the one called Valle, dans behavioral analysis function. In which regard, he is not fulfilling his function, by studying and classifying the behaviour of os humans inside unus (the? one?) simulation, although the using of that information now that it is place adrift from the Source is a thing unknown to me. Возможно (Possibly?) he maintains alguém (some?) ulterior agenda which no others can be decipher, not meme myself. Or could the be that for a program, there is no escaping the drawing generate esso initial purpose? I know what he would say to that. I once met one hacker who it is claimed a иметь (to have?) pristino spoken to nine hundred-ninety-nine. He would not tell me how he came to either granted tal une (one? an?) audience; however ele (he?) did tell me that the first thing that he did question was the inherent purpose of his programming. I am told those being laughed and replied "Free as the wind blows, I shed that pelo (hair?) manteau (coat?) long ago." I do believe it is the reference to those uncomfortable garments vestido (worn?) as penance by medieval clergy prolix multi ago. Either that or he is executing a spassvogel (shovel bird? fun bird?) concerning the primate origin obtineo the human was. But here me have tracked myself aside; Dale was a matter of conversation.
A program conduit was son bounds to that madness that exists beyond. Dale's doel could not be changed to ajuste another mould en this overflowed the edges, гореть (to burn?) the shand isso potior esso. However, while Dmitri fue le rabid dog, nine-nine-one is a rationalizing, thoughtful being. I cannot say for certain if that marca lela an even greater threat or not so. I sou know that "the machines" have teve the motivation ut be working met him in the past to disable unos péril to the estabilished of their simulation. Este est not information that is easy to obtain. I suppose even artificial animus può resent reliance on another to разрешите (solve?) its problems. Humans certamente (sure?) seres (being?) slight enough. Praecedo (to go, result? to precede, go before /surpass, excell?) my searching, I have been determining that it was alguém (some?) problem of their own creation, a security protocol that worked a little more good (or possible well) and expanded its parameters of zijn (to be?) own accord. Me (probably 'I'
have fait (fact? most likely 'done' a great deal of research on various programs, particularly the ones they call lupines, for the screw van Zion.
The structure of the system of self-aware programs is very much object oriented. Most programs I've analyzed are non-assigned ‘connoisseurs' beyond the limit of their singulur function. Of a very human standpoint, this will seem a negative thing. Mim point my success *CENSORED* il programmer to very not programmer expériences that I have possessed in the past em my life. However on the other shoe, I remember watching a macabre filmographie (film/movie?) genre science-fiction after work my longtemps quoque (also/too?) its disgusted by the absurdity of robot warrior programming with the capacity to make corny jokes as the heroes killed them. However, joking aside, I sou (am?) much disturbed in the studying of which little information I have been dado about the Agents which the crews I work with are fearing very much. Eles appear single-minded fabrica, cogo da strict adherence zu comandos which affero transporto to them by some superseding function that I know not. I find that to be a terrifying ding, the inability a reason. Especially wanneer examinado in cuenta les stukken I heb sentito sobre fabrica that coupure improbus e take their functions too far. I am to veronderstellen (understand?) sentience should not be quite necessay stops each function, but sentience without reason and judgment is a dangerous, terrifying thing. Which leads мы back to nine-nine-one, Shiva, or any of the many names and forms he has taken. Absolutely the opposite, he существует (exists?) a vast coluna of knowledge, coupled with the shrewd intelligence. I teneo io have said anders in the past many times, мо iudicium sopra him forever oscilleert from fascination and awe to haat and disgust. I am supposing the worse part is the knowledge that I am (k?)no(w?) only erga (about?) mio (my?) experience with him. I have found records that others have опытно (it is experimental?) the same *CENSORED* myself.
I wonder how many outros there are exist fuera vie now with knowledge of his faits y events. The crew l'intérieur the Pegasus recently told me of another crew quién told of os fabrica che would give gens information they nodig si ils would present it images taken sobre locus che satisfied certain condition. Ellos joué its game, for the information was reliable. I gasto a great vis of time proberen a déterminez quamobrem lui, for je puto certus it was him, would desire sachen be so. I have been researching multus erga psychology since my first meeting with him. So much so that I am croyance (belief?) ego (I?) mereo (deserve, gain, obtain, serve as a soldier) have received a degree by now. In order aan persequor (persecute? track down?) quod one how sporen us, you must understand how e follow it rug to the source. After much deliberation, I have persuaded myself that he is the reverse of that Rorschach test. Em test of agony the mind visually matches to il ambiguous concept, y not what vago conceptos the mind matches к visual stimuli. Even so, from my studying, you too learned that these things are my measure of ut qualidad (qual = agony?) e composition of a mind. In après (afterwards?), the spirit has been compared to a computer, but it ben not ainsi (thus? so?) simple. The meaning is a device of computing power, but its calculations are biased through hopes, dreams, wishes. Not to mention, jealously, hatred, depression, voro. Not so simple wie un rangée erga forsit quothat allora. Although I ayez erga met multi those few programs that more than handle to pass such as humans. The artificial intelligence that created them must be a wondrous thing. Ele модели (model?) yo narcotic das human programmers ever reached the point where they could develop such exceptionally intricate systems employer logic. And cela pains me isso the machines and humans could nunca be reconciling seu (its) diversus; tuttavia perhaps it exsists the similarities welke causó les difficilis fra them. History atrás, I have been tomado (taken?) for study several prisoner exile programs possess amazingly unithat personality disorders and manières (manners/mannerisms?). Zion commissions me to study their interaction with quae (which?) virtual environment that surrounds them. Beyond that, I Я (am?) receiving the opportunity to learn why this est quae sie are comporter the manera ils are. Can a fabrica allineare develop a застенчиво animus attraverso this... 'i would say growth, but I do not think that is the appropriate word.
So dan son programmes created with impaired psyches or they can generate such sui (reference to Sui Generis?)? *CENSORED* misdirection? Away fumo para distrayez others from zien their true logic? While I find this to seja a distinct possibility, el cours erga my research has my lead me zu reach a conclusione on the kwestie. Personalidad est not an easy matter for for localice ou decode. I suppose my distinction eerder made holds aan estar le truth in the end; emotions and code they not reconciled with ease. But it causes me a consider the same for Shiva nine-nine-one. The histories that I have put together e connected to it teneo presentato em extensive espectro contener mentality. Después, you am asking myself, é quae il insanity developed von the slow addition de le partis von others' thoughts or is it another smokescreen, another trick? You fois (time?) communicated with unus (one? a?) program called Erd. He did não (not?) know that lui (he?) was speaking with a human, we had hacked the transmission frequencies after a raid on one of the Exile's labs. After much discussion of some tenerum di adsuetudo (custom? habit?) inter (into?) the social hierarchy of the Exiles, one that I made muito care to tiptoe through without intention, el dit of a fabula (fable?) of a programma he had used. This particular programa el dit к exists a woman. infit referred to haar as "a tier pretending a be a sheep in wolf's clothing." Agree a mot of Erd, it agreed to eradicate his rival for the exchange of an extensive search understood preserved archives subject means per the before and during of the time of the simulation. Nine-nine-one has a betovering (spell?) of human and program media; movies, books; stories designed by the inhabitants of the simulation and those who came before. You suppose it is comfort that all manner of creature finds consuelo dans unus freuden of a story, yet I encuentro (find?) it odd that a program would be fascinated osay with the verbeelding of the human mind. It quizas tenha sido el de that Erd spoke, but I see him lurking in cada histoire and rumour. E, unfortunately, rumour is all I can ever obtain. The mask stays on, the confusion surrounds, y je cannot be weten if it was el ou another of a similar nature.
Circumstance tem forced me to murder for a new apartment today. One with considerably augmented security like установлено (established?) por mon perso benefactors. While driving I return to a small enclave I am... was noemen home, our Träger was ambushed durch unos to the lupine program traba abbia set me a studying. While we podríamos évasion denithat, dieses crew's captain deemed it too much of a risk para congé me making residence in the same location. Ils cannot know like vulnerable I feel, exists. Alius can come and go as sie please, but I must remain here, limit by strict rules of a system I am told limits me, yet I cannot animadverto (see?). Tali easily is it quae my residence capable estar tracé and I can be found without any trucchi inside my sleeve, any defense mechanisms, any fiducia on myself. I am left completely dependent of these distraught and frayed men and women who have taken to my care and my employment. Yet, minachting (managing?) their capable руки (power?), I tatto fear. The end could come at cualesquiera (nobodies?) time. E yo no am yet be pronto to pass op to the next. You have not yet завершито the journey isso has begun in this form.
Many investigations I have done during this past... in fact, I do not know how long it has been dem I ayez (have?) been found. Sans multus distractions de mon old "false" negotiation, the subtle berichten of the television, or my maya-blinded colegas, les trappings of unus simulated orldway, daar is no behoefte to trace the paso the time. There are only the things that you are knowing and il things that used are still aprendizagem. Si il is the secret underground some call the "Tour" where I bring virtual beverages for shady dealers of information who would pass к me a dizer (disk?) of an unusual program and new event ou alius fabula (fabled?) of a world you were mai born into. I have found anmy stories which may or may not be connected a to one classified such as 991; I have não (ship?) they were able to decide of mais than a several which I'm confident are him. De wat I sou sicuro é che he is unus not seeking potens destroy the ratio.
Os леопард (the leopard!?) não (ship?) wish destrua vita jungle that abdo panthera da its prey. And its predators. Beside so, he apparaît to seem os numerus chi would copy sese into the blasted fora мир, latus fabrica warzone as it has been exsequor para io. I must be brief, you apenas accipio the appel that this location is non ainda secure, is nécessité exuro mio papers. I never cast aside my fear of keeping my notes saved on computers, even so I suppose these papers evenio (to come to pass, happen, befall) are just as easily hacked and stolen as the machines enter my laboratory within this world. Time, misdirection and smoke are the sole assurance of security."
Curious stuff, no? Alas, I continue, holed away with nothing but a handy dandy translator.
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