For Want of Another, Part 1
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Two loves lost.Not one, but two.Return was striking out perfectly this week. She
had lost Gothique to a crazy stunt she had pulled against Pltchaos, the
little whore who wanted to be loved by a vampire. And then she lost
Kshana to Pltchaos, all because Kshana wanted someone who understood
her and she could protect.
Bull**bleep**.
Tears ran down her face, black and purple makeup running lines down her cheeks.She
had sat in the elevator of that residential apartment for hours,
switching off between crying and kissing her rag doll, Sarah.
“I’m not wanted anymore.Nobody wants an old hag for a lover. Nobody wants Return,” she whimpered to her doll.“I’m just someone who everyone can walk on.Forget about the has-been. Forget about the Lady In Mourning. Power is in people who can kill, not in people who can command. And no one wants to be with someone as barren as I am; someone who can never have sex ever again. Who wants that Sarah!WHO WANTS THAT?”
She shook the doll with vigor before starting to calm down. Quietly, she put Sarah down the front of her dress, keeping the doll stuck in the front of her bra. She looked a mess as she began to load the twin submachine guns she had brought with her. The usually formal purple dress was in tatters, ripped to shreds from hours of anger and frustration. Her hair was out of shape from running her hands constantly though it during her bouts of crying. The only thing that was still pristine in the small elevator was the glistening guns she was loading.
She released the elevator from stop and opened the door on the 14th floor. Calmly and quietly, she walked down the green hallway to the fire stairs. After disabling the opening mechanism on it, a cruel smile crossed her purple lips.It was 3:00 AM; everyone was sleeping calmly in their apartments.It was such a perfect time to relieve stress.
Walking
back to the elevator shaft at the other end of the hallway, she
haphazardly pulled the fire alarm and stood in the front of the
elevator, guns behind her back.
The alarm blared, and the shuffling of the families inside of the apartments was soon heard. And as the careless bluepills ran out into the hallway to escape the building, she stood and watched them.
In the usual panic of the fire alarm, people began to crowd at the end of the hall, where the fire steps were. An elderly man was the first to reach it, his room right next to the steps. But when his hands pushed the door, it jammed shut.There was no way out of the hallway… except the elevator.
The hallway was quite full now and Return took the safeties off of the guns. Raising them up, a look of happiness fell across her twisted face.
The sound of lead filled the air, screams providing an appropriate chorus to the violence. “I am God… I AM GOD!!!” Return shouted, watching the red paint the walls of green.“IF I CAN’T DIE, THEN ALL OF YOU WILL DIE IN MY NAME!!!”
The carnage was spectacular.Bodies were totally ripped apart by her overuse of force. Some people were hardly recognizable after she stopped firing into the fray. And
after all of that, somehow, a scared little boy and his father
survived. The boy clutched his Father, crying, covered in the blood of
others. The father stared in front of him at the swiftly approaching Return, a look of horror across his face.
“Please… please… kill me, but don’t kill my son,” he pleaded with the woman in purple as she reached him.
She raised her dual guns to the man’s head and asked him a simple question. “Why do you want to save your son?”
“Because… I love him…”
“LOVE DOES NOT EXIST!!!” she shouted, firing into his head and neck. His
head literally exploded and the rest of his body dropped to the ground,
the child gasping and wailing, unable to breathe and unable to totally
comprehend what just happened.
She pointed her guns at the boy and was about to fire when another thought crossed her mind.She pulled her guns away and looked at the child through her purple sunglasses with a cold, blank stare. “You, child, will live.You
will have to live through the horror of remembering this moment, day
after day, year after year, just as I will endure the pain of having my
love stolen from me, day after day, year after year.”
With
that, she turned, and kicked out the door off of its hinges. She left
the blood of others all over her, and calmly walked to the roof. There, underneath the stars, she leapt from the 20 story building and made her escape into the night.
The headline was everywhere the next day:
RESIDENTIAL MASSACRE: 57 DEAD AFTER TERRORIST ATTACKS CITY APARTMENT


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