Acceptance and Demons

1 posts · 2005-10-31 10:48:00 to 2005-10-31 10:48:00

#23800000086 10/31/2005 10:48 Acceptance and Demons
For so long....i used to want to be like one of them. Know what the true meaning of normality really was.
A way to escape the pain, escape the truth of my existance. How long could i really hold onto this false truth
of what lurks within me? I stared, I watched, I dreamed of being a bluepill.....a reality i never had the pleasure
of experiencing....And why?....To Be Human.....Thus.....why i had chosen the path of the Cypherite.....
To seek that goal of True Inner Peace that only bliss could bring. Try to erase the abomination of what i am...Give me a chance to live a life free of this war...


The Tower held me captive with that which made me...suspension in abyss that kept me in the dark.......leaving me only to hate those it told me to destroy....It kept my mind trapped within the system, unable to ever jackout. I had to find a way to get out...and i eventually did. I had to fool the Machine into making it believe my RSI was no longer inside the system. I did this by "Ghosting" my code...placing it into a "firewall" if you will....Forcing the Machine to release me almost instantly.


I had always believed it was the Source i was working for....Doing its bidding For.......I was wrong.

It was a Lie....it was never the Source, it was something else. Sometype of Hostile Machine....whose followers were Sentinels that completely loathed the Truce....Dispised the Flesh.......Hated Zion, and wanted it destroyed. They wanted an army of Operatives.....who would follow their orders, eliminate those they seen fit, shake the truce till it was no more. The want for those operatives lead to the experiments to create Living Breathing Human Programs.

Yes....I am the first of these Programs....The Bluepills used to create my real body......have forever embedded nightmares inside of me, showing me fragments of lives and memories that were never truly my own......my sleep in the real, is rare......due to it. The Bluepills used were on the verge of self awakening....The "Hostile" Machine took note of these Bluepills before Zion did...and sent his servants to not only force them to awaken from the Matrix...But to be abducted literally from there Pods in the Real. Each one taken to the Tower......which followed their horrifying end to give birth to their "Experiment"....comprised of Flesh and Machine.......did they give me life....The visions of their demise are forever stained in my head......I labeled them as "Demons"....


(This is Part 1 of what is to come which leads up to the mini PE ive been doing lately with those who are involved. Hope you all Enjoy it!)