I'm very upset that I was not alowed into the party. Many said it was because I am a zionist! To prove my loyalty I left my crew and turned my pvp flag on. Instead of getting into the party some one hired a zionists to kill me on site at the door! Luckily there were a few of my friends that cared enoff to jump in and evenge my death and even Rez me even though WGAnuis ordered them not to. I don't under stand.... If this party was by invitation only then why was it anounced on the forums. Besides I have many sorces that say that there were zionist, mero, and even machines alike at the party. But I was not Allowed and was insulted by many of the Devils Advocates for even trying! Why am I constantly being harrassed by them? Just because I of a few misunderstandings I had with them when I was in their faction! I said I was sorry (even though I did not reseave apoligies from there actions) (Although it would seem that Ptlchaos and Return are the only ones with the dignaty to apoligies)...... I made my peace with them! Yet I am still black balled!!!! Why I ask. Why am I constantly haveing my name tainted. I stand mero as I have done so by being killed instently in pvp when flag was raised by me........ by a zionist! I just was every one to be aware of my unfair treatment and I want you all to know that I hold no rasism or ill thinking towards anyone. By doing so I am planing a few partys with some friends as well. EVERY ONE is invited to ALLL my partys. it is only fair. And morally right to do.
I think I have spoken my thoughts. I am not angry I am upset. hurt. crushed. Devils Advocates if you were looking for revenge from a stupid misunderstanding that happened months ago (which I apoligies for) then you have done so very successfully in hurting me. 
I'm sorry it had to come to this,
BlueDragonGirl
Dance as though no one is watching you, Love as though you have never been hurt before, Sing as though no one can hear you, Live as though heaven is on earth.