I'm not sure if anyone was keeping up with this little series of mine on the old forums, but I've posted it here in it's completion (so far) for anyone who may be interested. For anyone checking it out for the first time, I've approached this thing as a spontaneous creative process. When I started it out, I didn't know what was coming. Slowly it's taken its own shape. I've been looking at it like one of those old pulp stories...a serial adventure that unfolds a chapter at a time every week. Like a comic book...except without any pictures. As one of the biggest fans of The Matrix films EVER...I've tried to stay true to the style and content the series is loaded with...as well as my own bits of style and...liberties. So...here it is (posted a chapter at a time because of length)...thanks for reading. Let me know what you think
Astor's Story
Chapter One: A Faceless Redpill
Another beautiful day in Mega City, Astor thought to himself as the gray rain hammered on his head. No matter how much he told himself it wasn’t really there, he couldn’t make himself feel dryer. He peered through his binoculars at the apartment complex across the street. He lowered them and looked up at the sky. As the water slapped his eyeballs, he could almost see the green symbols that composed each drop. He looked back to the apartments unaided by the binoculars and focused on the thirteenth story abode. The window was half covered by a tattered curtain, and the room beyond it was dark…just as dark as it had been for the last three hours.
Astor turned his eyes over the edge of the building he was sitting on. He looked down with the cascading raindrops and looked upon the people meandering on the sidewalks and roads below. He raised his binoculars to get a closer look. Mostly bluepills. He decreased the magnification to get a wider look. About fifty people in view now, across the street, and to the plaza a block away. He could tell who was blue and who was red, but for some reason they still looked the same. He held his gaze down the street for a few moments longer, imagining himself wandering among them, then lowered his binoculars with a sigh.
He turned his attention back to the thirteenth floor apartment. What the hell am I doing here? Of all the things I could be doing…this is what I choose. Astor let out a long sigh with his thought. The rain was getting heavier. He closed his eyes and concentrated. Dry as a desert…dry as a desert…dry as a desert. He kept his eyes closed as he let his concentration slack and thoughts drift. It seemed that running away and meditating within his own head (quite literally) was the only way to get a moment’s peace lately. Zion was utter chaos. People were so volatile and irritable you’d think they were still at war. Not that Astor knew any different. He was pulled from the slime after what’s his face made the truce. But still, the situation seemed rather ridiculous. When he was still blue as a blueberry, he existed in a world of war. He watched as the world’s leaders accused and talked snidely of one another. Dropped bombs like the sky dropped water. He searched for meaning and truth. He knew the ignorance and arrogance of the masses around him was a façade. A lie that could be penetrated and escaped. But once that escape was made and his so called freedom was found, what did he see?
More ignorance. More arrogance. More war.
Astor opened his eyes with another long sigh and looked into the thirteenth floor apartment. Still nothing. The curtain was still half drawn, and the room was still empty and dark. He thought about getting up and leaving. Leaping from the top of the building and bounding throughout the massive city, rooftop to rooftop, as he had done so many times in his dreams as a bluepill.
But his prophecy nagged at him. What if she arrives the moment I walk away? He had spoken to the entity known as The Oracle a couple months before, yet her words still hung in his head, forever keeping their place just behind his eyes, never letting him misplace them. “There will be one of you who will bring a great message. You will meet her. You may even love her.”
Her name, her name…what was her name? “Demitre`.”
Demitre`.
Astor had never been one for “magic” or anything “supernatural.” But his time of being aware of the nature of The Matrix and reality itself had taught him one thing: anything is possible. And The Oracle certainly had a way with words. Her appearance wouldn’t suggest it, but her presence sure did. But, Jesus, why was she saying those words to him? All he really wanted was to be free…to feel a certain peace of mind. He didn’t worry himself with crusades or vendettas; they were pointless and only resulted in more ostracizing. He could fantasize of being a hero, of causing some sort of hugely significant change to the world around him, but in his heart he knew that wasn’t a part of what he was. The matter of the fact was, he wanted to be another faceless redpill.
Astor noticed he didn’t feel wet or the drumming of raindrops on his head. He looked up to the sky and realized that it was in fact still raining. The dampness he had shut out of his mind slowly crept back in. “Pft…ignorance is bliss,” he said aloud.
He looked about the city, at all the faceless blue/redpills running about, then raised his binoculars up to his eyes. He increased the magnification and aimed them across the street at the thirteenth floor apartment.
Still empty.
(continued in following post)