If it only helped you see... Then our job is done.
If it was your ex who did it, and it made you see the light and make sense, Leka, you'll thank him for the rest of your life.
To express the feelings of many people to come on this thread could be summarized in the words of Bill: "Do you know how cruel it is to make someone think someone they love is dead?" But I hope that this was a wake-up call for some, I just hope what we all tried to convey actually worked. Maybe not just you, maybe someone else as well... In life you just never know who may be listening and reacting to every word we're saying...
I'm relieved you are all right. Just please let this not go to waste.