RECURSION: Lead Us Not Into Temptation

2 posts · 2005-10-20 23:21:00 to 2005-10-21 18:58:00

#10500001169 10/20/2005 23:21 RECURSION: Lead Us Not Into Temptation

I had been one of the rare cases. In my former life, I was an internationally acclaimed actress/model. My name was Veronica Talos, and I had HUGE ambitions. I had starred in three movies, and made oodles. I had graced the covers of FHM, Stuff, and Maxim. I had calendars, future movie contracts, a plush penthouse in Hampton Green, several cars, clothes…the list goes on. I had dated the likes of Clive Owen, Colin Farrell, Tom Cruise, and Ben Affleck, just to name a few. Men the world over wanted my body, and had it, in some form.

Then, one night in the Mega City, I happened to be driving home, when HE ran across the street. Morpheus. That swine. He had set off one of his “code bombs”, and I happened to be caught in one of the blasts. I woke up in my pod with a start, and the rest, well, the rest doesn’t matter. I was “saved” by the crew of the Phantom, and became a redpill in the cause of Zion.

However, the Machines knew how high profile I was in the Matrix. They offered me a chance to return, provided I could eliminate the crew. They were being watched for their affiliation with Morpheus. They had been aiding his efforts, and the Machines wanted them out of the picture. Unfortunately, there was a truce to consider, so I was the perfect choice for the job.

Betrayal is never an easy thing. There are endless complications, and most of the time, the rewards are few. However, there are times when the reward’s so great that you just can’t stop yourself.

The plan had been simple, but unfortunately, I had encountered…complications. The boys were going in to hunt some Machinists, but I acted sick. Captain Obvious (obvious in that he wanted to bed me the first chance he got), in his kind, caring way, excused me from my duties. That just left me and our Operator, Pietro. For weeks, I had been coming on to him, making him want me more and more, until I had his total trust. I simply walked up behind him in his chair, put my face near his and nuzzled him. He was shocked, but didn’t say a word as I went to kiss him. That’s when I slit his throat.

From there, it was just a matter of pulling each plug, 9 in all. Unfortunately, no one had told me about the failsafe system our good Captain had installed on each chair. In the event of a “premature jackout”, two radio signals were sent from the ship; one went on a narrow band to Zion, the other was a wideband to all HvCFTs in the area. This also activated a complete lockdown of the ship, preventing the saboteur/s from making their escape. I did the captain first, and that’s when the plan went to **bleep**.

I was locked in the core with loud alarms and bright sirens. A booming voice came over the intercom, shouting repeatedly at me, “Traitor! Traitor! Traitor!” It was only a matter of time until the ship was boarded and I was taken into custody.

On the way back to Zion, an operative interrogated me. She bombarded me with questions, each one more damning than the last. It was clear how much contempt she had for me. Had it not been for the camera in the interrogation room, she probably would have beaten me to death. She didn’t get it.

Most people just wouldn’t get why I did what I did. That’s because they didn’t have it like I did. They’ll never know what it was like to be rich and adored by so many people. They’ll never know the bliss I had when I was still me. Most of them had boring, working class lives, with boring, working class problems. I lost everything the day Morpheus crossed my path.

Now, I sit here in this cell, waiting for the end. The judge was swift to pass sentence. Before I left the council chambers, Councilor Haman asked me a question.

“None of it is real. It’s all just an illusion. What would possess you to murder ten human beings?”

In the end, there was only one thing to say.

“It’s my choice, and I made it.”

Message Edited by Soulfire1 on 10-21-2005 12:36 AM

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#10500001217 10/21/2005 18:58 Re: RECURSION: Lead Us Not Into Temptation

It was a quiet day. I just jacked in, started writing some utility codes. Hell I had even found a new gun! All in all things were going well. Ridd was watching the feeds, while I was working. "Are you just gonna sit there KP?" he asked, somewhat annoyed, "You haven't moved in over two hours!"


"Well Ridd, I'm sorry I can't provide you with tonight's entertainment, but I have a job to do and I'll do it. Besides, I'm supposed to be asleep. Would you rather you stand watch with no one jacked in?"


... The dreams had been getting worse and worse. 'Doc Soulfire had been getting concerned over my insomnia, and at times, the Captain has made the call to sedate me. When CountZero freed me, I had found out that I was scheduled for deletion by "government" agents. With my project nearly done, I no longer served a purpose, and knew too much. Most of the crew knew a little bit about what had happened, but I requested that The Captain not tell the rest of the crew the majority of my bluepill life. He simply said, "KP we all have a past. There is little to do but to accept it and learn from it. I'll respect your wishes, but you need to come to terms with the fact that you aren't the man you were. You are a Prophet of Peace, and we all support the man you ARE." ...


"At least that way I can check out SOME kind of action! I kind of have to keep a tab on you since you're in, and all you ever do is just stand in Apollyon!"


I sighed smiling, "Well sometimes simple, quiet, work is a welcome change of pace from our ever chaotic existence."


"Look you've been there for hours now, you must be thirsty. Your joints must be stiff." coaxed Ridd trying to hide his obvious excitement.


"Let me guess, there's a party at some club with half naked blue pills, and that **bleep** trance crap you seem to enjoy so much." Before he could respond, "Well don't say 'I never did anything for you.'"


I put my tools away and headed towards the hardline, "Where's it at?"


"Club Masamune in..." "Shinjuku." we both chimed. "Right. I wonder if Goro-sama left any swords behind..." I murmured to myself, while stepping into the hardline.


As I stepped through at Shinjuku, heading towards the club, I continue, "Did you know that Club Masamune is named after a prolific Japanese swordsmith?"


Ridd reflecting responded, "Wait, wasn't there a sword named Masamune in some game?"


"That's not surprising. Not only was he a skilled swordsmith in his own right, he was was the contemporary of another famous swordsmith named Muramasa. It's said that Masamune blades were considered to be most honorable and pure, while Muramasa blades were considered to be evil and bloodthirsty; due to their extreme sharpness." The noise of the club's interior started to drown out my voice. I yelled at the phone, as I covered my free ear "A Samurai who bore a Masamune blade was considered to be an internally peaceful and calm warrior. There's an old story..."


My rambling was cut short by Ridd's watchful gaze, "Look out KP, there's some strange code in that club that I can't quite identify. It appears to be an exile, although I can't place the signature."


"Where is it?" I yelled, while club goers shrugged at the oddly dressed man having an argument with his accoutrements.


"It's downstairs. Be careful KP, that's Dame White's club."


"I know, hopefully the 'fair lady' is out this evening." I headed down the stairs, noticed the fine blade against a wall near the bar, and saw Dame White talking with a group in a private booth near the corner. I slowly made my way through the crowd of sweaty, grinding blue pills picturing Ridd's headset bobbing back and forth to the sway of the beat.


"The exile is near Dame White. Watch yourself KP, I've got a bad feeling ab.." Before Ridd could finish his sentence a young woman turns from her conversation with Ms. White. We both stopped, and gawked, slack-jawed. "Natsuko!!" I exclaimed, before the phone could hit the floor.



...I was the top of my class in one of the finest Computer Science programs in the country. A program that took most 8-10 years to finish, and I had graduated from it, with honors, at the tender age of 20. I already had a Grant and a research team for some Top Secret government research into computer systems. And of course I had my Natsuko. We were madly in love, and inseparable since High School. She was in an undergrad program majoring in Veterinary Medicine, and had an amazing touch with animals. With a stride in my step, a great job, the love of my life, I decided it was time to ask Natsuko to marry me. We had such a amazing bond, I knew she was the woman I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. I had a dinner planned out with a 3 piece string ensemble all lined up with our song for when she said yes. We would dance the night away, then she would call her parents and set up arrangements to have a nice quiet marriage ceremony in their vacation home. When she told me at dinner that she was moving away to switch programs and sort out her goals, I couldn't say a word. When the string ensemble started playing she was halfway through her "friends" speech. She asked what they were for and I told her that it must be someone's anniversary.


A shattered beaten man, I dove headfirst into my work. One of my coworkers knew what I had been through and suggested that I take some time off the project, which I refused to do. Artificial Intelligence was the panacea of computing. I knew that if I stopped working, there was nothing for me, so I pressed on. As time the project moved forward, my colleagues grew concerned with my never ending work sessions. At one point, a friend took me aside and told me, "Look, this is just work. These 'things' are not real. You need to step back, and separate your work from what's real. You need perspective."


I took off a few days at the request of the team, but on my second day of thinking through algorithms in the park, an idea on the simulation we had been working on had come to me in a flash. If I programmed certain aspects of Natsuko's personality within the system, I could theoretically recreate her. She wouldn't be real flesh and blood, but she would be there with me again, any time. I knew deep down I needed her, and she would be there to comfort me, share our ups, downs, and maybe one day even grow to love me. Who knew that she would be with me inside this digital purgatory? ...



"Natsuko... I can't believe it... You're here!" I stammer, visibly shaken.


"Soooo, it appears I wasn't wrong in gambling on this little girl. And here I was going to go to all the trouble of hunting down the rabble rouser that this little girl is so fond of. Ha! Today must be my lucky day." Dame White croons, "So how about we deal. It's obvious you want this little thing here, and I went to soooo much expense 'importing' her, so let's get down to business. I want information. Locations, names, access codes if you can get them. If you play by my rules, then I'll give you her shell code to do whatever you wish. My dear why don't you say something to your dear old..." she looks in my direction, "What was your name again?"


As I picked up my phone and started walking towards the bar, Natsuko says with a light in her eyes, and a new-found exuberance, "Oh Atum, I thought you were gone. Why did you leave me in that place? It was so cold and lonely. When I heard that I might find you I did what I could to come here."


"...What the hell is going on KP?!?" Ridd screamed into the headset. "You just stared at that girl, 10 guards just appeared out of nowhere," There were already guards getting into position around the booth, and the exits. Two of the three near the stairs had obvious bulges in their suit-coats, the third had a combat knife not so conspicuously concealed in his left boot. The four surrounding the area around Dame White all had the chiseled appearance of veteran commando types. One could only imagine the violence that ensued when just one was sent to 'clean up' a situation.


I knew that things in the club were about to get about as hairy as that Knifer's exposed chest fur, but my mind had set it's course. Before the night would end, this club would shake; not to the beat of the DJ, but to the cold precision of bolt action propelled steel and lead. Still I pressed closer toward the bar facing the inevitable. "... and... wait a minute. KP where are you headed? There's too many to handle on your own man! That's a sui...."


As I approached the bar, I leaned back against the wall, make a swift motion behind my back, turned towards the now approaching Natsuko and replied, "Look Ridd I don't have the time to explain. Tell the Captain looking over your shoulder that I'll be inbound in a couple minutes." I hang up and pocket the phone now facing the only love of my life.


"I'm sorry, what am I saying? The past is the past. What's important now is that we are together again." She spreads her arms wide and I smile as we embrace for the first time in what seems like an eternity. "Promise me that you'll never let me go my.." With one fluid motion, the Masamune blade I had held so tightly to my back comes unsheathed, flicks forward, and we three become one. "EEEKK... looove."


I whisper softly to the now limp girl in my arms, "I'm sorry Natsuko, I never should have brought you into this world."


After the initial shock on the commando's faces, they rush forward with an expression that can only mean wholesale violence is about to erupt amongst the sweat, lights and sounds of this place. As I prepare for coming first contact, Dame White holds up her hand as if to leash her pack of bloodthirsty mutts and hisses, "Well well, you humans can be quite the surprising little creatures. You could have had the woman you loved, and yet you killed her like common gutter trash. I normally would be upset for losing as much as I have on this venture, but the deliciousness of your suffering is more than enough for now. Just remember, you could have HAD her!"


I slowly walk Natsuko towards a private booth and set her down gently, ignoring the spats and grunts thrown my way via the guards. As I head up the stairs, I toss the blade at the Knifer and head outside to jack-out at the hardline.


--**BBzzzzzzzzzTTTT**--   *click*


I wake to find Captain CountZero above me, hand firmly clasped on my shoulder, "KP just what in the hell happened in there?"


As I sit up, all life drained from my shattered body, I look at the Captain and reply, "It was an old program of mine from my bluepill days. Natsuko..." My voice trails of into a slight whimper.


Ridd leans a furrowed brow towards the Captain with awaiting illumination. CountZero catches my glance, and without hesitation says, "Go see the 'Doc KP. You've got 2 days of permanent light duty. That's an order, no exceptions." As Ridd gives another confused look towards the Captain he merely shakes his head and walks away.


The Doc has a sedative ready and waiting before I'm through the door. As Soulfire checks over me, I mutter aloud, "I wonder if I'll dream of her..."